Trust is such an important part of any relationship,
So when your trust is violated,what happens then?
Do you forgive and forget,
Go on as nothing has happened?
Do you forgive and not forget,
Always thinking in the back of your mind what has happened?
When you love someone,
You give your whole self to them.
And when that someone you love breaks your trust,
It is a slap in the face.
You want things to be how they were before,
But is that even possible or is that even best?
So many questions you need to have answered,
But no one to turn to for answers but yourself.
You say you will call and i want to believe you.
When my phone rings i get butterflies in my stomach hoping it is you, but it never is.
I always get my hopes up, and you always let me down.
Why do i let myself get upset over you??
When are things going to change?
Well, from the looks of things, NEVER and you know what?
BOYS SUCK!!!
I May Never Know by OneBeautifulSecret, literature
Literature
I May Never Know
I get attention, but not from the one I want.
The one I want either doesn't know, doesn't care, or just simply doesn't see,
how much I miss him, want him, need him.
I feel foolish holding on,
but at the same time I don't want to let go...
or maybe I'm just kidding myself.
I'm tired of trying to make myself believe in something,
but maybe that something was never there...
You never were one for words or discussing emotions.
I was always having to guess what you were thinking or feeling,
I'm beginning to think I will never know.
Destruction of Love by OneBeautifulSecret, literature
Literature
Destruction of Love
Why are the people whom we love the most the people who hurt us the most?
Why are the people who are supposed to dry our tears the ones who make us cry?
People are blinded by the love in their hearts,
unable to see what is obvious to everyone else.
Love is beautiful when pure and true,
but is poisonous when tainted with betrayal and dishonesty.
Its hard to let go of someone you've given your heart to,
but when all they've done is destroy the precious gift you've given,
you have to turn around,
walk away,
and never look back.
The past is over and done with.
There is no going back,
No way of changing what was.
Instead we learn from our mistakes,
Grow from our past.
It is from our past that comes our future.
There is no beginning or end,
Just a life.
A life filled with choices.
The choices are mine for the making.
So many things have and are happening that make me who I am.
What determines who I will become is my decision.
But is there a right or wrong answer?
Which decision is best?
There is no way of really knowing.
All we have are "clues and helpful hints along the path of life."
A divine gift from God, you bless the world with your presence, bringing faith and hope to those in need.
Your beliefs never falter but when mine do you don't judge and never get angry or upset when mistakes are made.
With your kind heart, creative mind, and giving nature you replace pain with peace.
When I fall you pick me up, hold me until all my troubles are dissolved in your affection.
As the answer to my prayers, you make my dreams reality.
So full of life and love
So willing to give and never receive.
I want to return all that you've given to me but nothing can compare...
What do you give to someone that embodies all the goodnes
Downing in the darkness that was our past, i scream for help.
You are the ghost that haunts me.
You are no longer here but the control you yield is.
I devoted my life to you, only to have it thrown back in my face.
I gave you my heart, my soul, my everything but nothing was ever good enough.
In my weakness i molded myself to what i thought you wanted, to the point where i didn't even know who i was anymore.
You talk of change and starting over but your words are filled with empty promises and leave me with false hope.
I am done with the lies and manipulation,
I am done with the hurt and pain,
I am done with you.
The cold of winter settled in with my pain and shattered heart frozen in time.
Light was a distant memory from the past as darkness surrounded my motionless body.
Pain formed the impenetrable barrier between me and happiness.
But somehow you were able to break through and bring me back to life.
Your sweet embrace melts my heart.
Your loving words dissolve the pain.
The warmth of your prescence marks the end of a bleak past and in place remains a bright future.
Once filled with warmth from your affection,
I am now chilled by your indifference.
Once a fixture in my life,
you are becomming a distant memory.
I am left here alone, defenseless against the inevitable change that is to come.
But change requires willingness to accept a new way of life,
and life without you doesnt seem worth living...
The past has left you wounded and afraid.
Your fears lock you behind a door, keeping you detached and alone.
Only you hold the key...
When will you let down your guard and open the door?
For on the other side awaits a life filled with love, light and happiness.
So walk through the door, take my hand and together we will face your fears.
Having To Let Go by OneBeautifulSecret, literature
Literature
Having To Let Go
I stood in front of the door, anxiously awaiting the day you would unlock it.
That day has finally come and i gratefully take your hand in mine.
We turn, hand in hand towards an uncertain future.
Both scared, but finally able to face our fears.
...But our future ends quicker than it started...
I hold as tightly as i can to your hand but no matter what i do i feel you slipping.
I look around frantically, unsure of what to do, terrified at the thought of losing you.
One look at you and i realize what has to be done.
With tears in my eyes and love in my heart i slowly let you slip through my fingertips.
The strength of my love for you
Whispers in the Night by OneBeautifulSecret, literature
Literature
Whispers in the Night
Your body lying next to mine...
our fingers intertwined.
The soft lull of your breathing...
your heart steadily beating.
I look at you, peacefully sleeping,
and I never want this moment, this night to end.
In this moment I could stay forever.
But forever isn't long enough...
Can this be real or merely a dream?
As morning creeps in all around I awake,alone,
to whispers in the fading night.
How Does it Feel? by OneBeautifulSecret, literature
Literature
How Does it Feel?
How does it feel to know that I would do anything for you?
If I could, I would give you the world...I know I can't but I could die trying.
How does it feel to know that with one look at you, I go week in the knees?
The mere thought of you and my heart skips a beat.
How does it feel to know that you are the last thing I think about before I go to sleep and the first thing I think about when I wake up?
In sleep, I always dream of you.
How does it feel to know that you hold the key to my heart?
All I ask is that you be careful, for my heart is in your hands.
How does if feel to know that I love you?
In a perfect world everyone would be happy.
There would be no tears of sadness or cries of pain.
We are told to say certain things, look and act certain ways.
We are taught to strive for the best, that there is always something and someone better.
We are constantly comparing ourselves to others, never satisfied with what we have and who we are.
Standards are set so high we inevitably fail and are left feeling inadequate.
Is it too late to change?
Can we ever just be ourselves and be happy with that?
Our world is not perfect and instead of pretending that its something its not, we need to wake up, open our eyes and accept its imperfect
Your Day Will Come by OneBeautifulSecret, literature
Literature
Your Day Will Come
I look at you and see your broken smile,
The hurt in your eyes.
You long for better days,
Filled with happiness and love.
It hurts me to know that with tears in your eyes you wish and plead for such things.
When will it be your turn to shine?
When will the day come where you can smile and truly be happy with your life and yourself?
Please hold on,
Don't let go.
Your wishes will be granted,
Your day will come.
I did something, I should have done a long time ago,
But, I was holding my self back,
And I let my own wounds carry on too far,
And today, I sealed the last of them, I asked forgiveness, and finally I feel, there is peace between us.
And I cannot describe, how this brings me happiness,
Knowing that there is no darkness between us,
And though our words were short, and quick,
I felt ages pass between us, into the future unknown.
Thank you, for all that you do,
Thank you, for being who you are,
Thank you, for loving me, and all the wonderful memories,
Thank you, for forgiving me.
The Samus Letters - 8
Everything is different now, so little is left the same,
The colors, names and landscape stay, but somehow all is changed,
And then I realize what has become of my world,
That it is I who sees, sees everything now, much differently.
Life is harder now, but there is peace.
And send outward to all of those who care,
I glow from where I used to shine,
Where I shined as does a slave,
And take away the chains and then,
What was forced is not the same.
Now I grow in peace and love,
And choose the ways I go,
But it is I who pays and gains,
Not an owner of my soul.
So the feeling has few words,
To describe the sw
Padore's Box by Samus-Merid
"I love you as I always have, and I always will…"
If I had all the world, I would trade it for your love,
And bare no guilt or burden to its loss,
And much like your sisters, your box is dangerous to those who know it,
Just as knowledge is dangerous, so are the treasures of knowing you.
In the memory of all my sadness, pain, guilt, loss, darkness, hatred, fear and jealousy,
The wound that struck the deepest was the loss of the soft, precious and tender light of your love,
And yes it's true, I miss it, I miss it still.
And I have come to find, I still don't know how to let you go.
All your treasures that a
The Secret Letters – 2 by Samus-Merid
From storm to storm, sunrise to footfalls in darkness,
Amid the peace that has flowed across the open lands of my world,
There is always the shadow waiting, outside of the light,
And this time, it's a thought that shapes my fears.
The world has changed, my world has changed,
I am not the same person I was a year ago,
My mind is open, and the gardens of my soul flourish to bloom,
And I begin to realize that my heart is closed.
And it would be easy to brush it away as a trifle matter,
But it feels as if the heart that once was full… has died,
And has dried away into dust and darkness,
And yet re
The beauty of fallen tears, painfully vivid in your heart… and your mind,
The lament of actions ill chosen, desperate wishes to go to the past, to undo the fabric of time already woven,
The blind hopes we hold in each other, the clinging faith, and the trust still given, no matter how many times it's been broken,
The truly rare love, the one pure… and perfect, still found in what is left of our world.
Birth-Growth-Pain-Comfort-Despair-Mercy-Love-Hope-Faith – Life,
The greatest mercy ever given to man besides salvation is death.
The mercy… that it doesn't go on this way forever,
And that we may be changed, perfected, restored even after